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It's over,the autumn love.
Thursday, September 21, 2006
You know it's over but you hold on to the hope that this is just the phase to be gotten through.Perhaps you never see your old partner,but you can't stop obsessing about her.You feel a great need to talk endlessly about what had happened,going over details in your mind and discussing how you feel.Occasionally,you run into your ex and feel a flush of conflicting emotions-fear,excitement,anger and desire.While you have appear to have gotten over her,you end up doing the things again like before,only to be left feeling miserable and wanting.Friends want you to get over this and get on with life.They try to introduce you to new people or encourage you to get out more.But at this point,your primary motivation for socializing may be to escape this unbearable state which you find yourself.You fantasize about running into your ex,with your new love.Unfortunately,you also picture your ex with someone new.The emotions of this run from numbness to fustration to thwarted desire to hopelessness to range.Both loss and longing are present always in your mind. its going to be 3 months soon.the post-breakup is really hanging around me.it was me who let you slip through my arms.and im really really sorry. 040405-050706 finished at 9:59 PM
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