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The world through my eyes.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
For the past seventeen years,I always wonder of how my desires,hopes,and goals in life shall never come into being.It's not just the impossibily hopeless dreams,like becoming the most important person on planet earth,but even the simple ones-in a sense by working very hard with my heart to find the strength to achieve the feat that i had always dreamt of-like defining the real meaning of happiness or leading a perfect like,the probability to achieve this is almost zero. My inability to speak,write and let emotions run is prolly one of the reasons to why dreams will always be dreams.Maybe it is because it is not easy as one would have thought it would be.I find it hard to believe,but the world,it is just too naked to hide its magnificiency and divinity that even my tiniest of dreams could be no less that expecting the most trivial stone to evolve to a shooting star that can produce wonders.In fact,it is really a shooting star but it is just me who blinds myself in seeing what my dream could have been.Maybe if i open up my eyes,even for a moment,I could imagine seeing the wondrous nature that lies within me. I feel like blaming everyone for the collapse of my ownself,but to think of it,I can only blame myself for not knowing the roots of it and watering it everyday to make it grow,but rather I let it die in the most greavely manner by letting my dreams rot and decompose eventually.I fear that when i let my dreams die,it will lead me to dejection and despair one unfortunate day,making dreams difficult to reach for fear of dejection over and over again.It seems so inevitable to how unnecesary our romantic dreams have been and forevermore shall be without doubt,always. finished at 11:58 PM
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